Tomorrow is my birthday.  This will be a memorable birthday for me because of the series of events that have taken place this week.  This will not be the happiest birthday on record, that is for sure.

I am flying out today to go to Boston for the weekend.  Some are saying its not a good idea, but all of my friends are saying to go.  Some things are worth fighting for and that is what I am going to do – fight.  I am going to give it my all and not back down.

Even though I have been told that nothing can change his mind, I am not so sure about that.  Almost three years and that’s it?  A quick phone call and the surprise of my life?  I don’t see how that is just.  How is that fair?

This weekend will be one where I am going to go after something like I’ve never done before.  This is that important to me.  I want answers and none have been given to me.  Too strange to just accept.  Too irrational to just let go.

Time is an investment and brings a return like any financial move.  Why squander the return and not work to see it grow more.

There is something else going on and I would like to see resolution and reconciliation.  It is possible.

Oh, yea, and celebrate my birthday too.